So, yeah I'm nervous. Look at my cute sweet boy. Its hard to believe that tomorrow he'll be undergoing major surgery. I'm Glad that it will be over with, but I'm still super nervous.
I started writing this post around 11 am Tuesday. Now it's after midnight on Wednesday and I'm still searching for the words.
I moved on from super nervous to scared. I'm sure my fear stems from my lingering PTSD that started when Maryam was born. I'm just all too familiar with all the bad things that could happen. Not that they will happen, but knowing that they could sucks.
Today was a perfect day. My little grumppopotamus was an angel. Its like all of a sudden I was able to figure him out! He even enjoyed his bath today. ENJOYED IT. He tolerated his last bath, but every bath before that was torture! Today he splashed, smiled and laughed the whole time. It was awesome! I even shot some video.
I'll try to update the blog throughout the day. Wish us luck, say a prayer or do whatever you do to bring good things to someone in the universe. Thanks!
Jennifer
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